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While reading all best poems, when I remembered that I am a good poetess too

The pages of the open books; or perhaps the ones I opened once long ago into the dilapidated time have been kept staring at me  ever since I promised them - "I will build interest in you soon:" The books I scribbled ; sadly not as a poet but for a young  anonymous aspiration. I left the water ajar which I brought to quench my thirst, perhaps my thirst is as deceitful as me; and why it shouldn't be, because the lactose of the water, cannot stimulate the essence - which the dopamine of good words can. There is scent in air, of yellow sandalwood- may be my words are poor dyers.  But still can describe the ethereal essence of the fragrance  of its holiness, taking all my mind and my senses  dripping into it. A fan droodling over my head, in its kohl I hear the stories it says; and I mispercept as of my  mind is creating them all- starting from the dawn  to when the night falls. And the pages are still gazing, now not at me but at the roof of a shattered hope; They gossip abou

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says Bukowski.....If you are compelled to do something even after a great failure...you needn't try to change urself in any way... Don't try - it's there in you, the creative endeavor 

I PICKED MY CALL

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It was an autumn night. The clock struck 12, a prime time. As it was my birthday. Yes! It was April 20. The time goes on but also it repeats. For us as our bdays. Getting to the story. So, I was sleeping like an insentient drunkard. Yes I do when I'm doped with tiredness of academical boredom. Like every year I'm not serious with my birthday for some cause. I hate celebrating a year becoming less of my life span. Well! Not seriously of this reason. This is just a climax of the whole negative picture. May be this what I was overthinking in my dreams, I don't remember, as I don't remember dreams. Unlike any other b'day I got a call at midnight, I'm such a log sometimes that my nerves resists any ringtone too to get to my cochlea (receptors in ear). I was sleeping dead. My dreams flickered and I opened my eyes, at the right time, it was three when I rolled my pupil inside my eyes onto the milky clock kept  hanging on the wall. It's the time I get up for no pur

Adventures of teenage

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